You know, it comes to little surprise when i look at my gallery and ask my self "what the fuck is all this bull shit?" and then i loath and curse but i know that i am the only one responsible for the lack of work or just horrid work that i put up. i think on this day i well take a vow and a serious project. im not going to say im going to become a concept artist or and illustrator but rather that i well become better. a lot better. i well post more often and work more often. heavy work load of practice and patience is all that i need to do so i can bridge that gap in my life.  enjoy every minute of work and all of my work. i should not draw for just the benefit of recognition but for joy of being able to show my creativity. I've been in this doldrums too long and have let it pass me by way side for too long also. i well treat this a competition against my self and time.

i want to see my self improve daily. not just yearly.